I’m a city bus driver, and I found a bag of meth. Gotta say I was tempted. Take a week off work and have a little meth-cation. But it’s such a gnarly drug, not worth it. Shit just highjacks your brain. I hate to say Nancy Regan was right about anything, but just say no to that shit.
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IAmNorRealTakeYourMeds@lemmy.world 2 days ago
someone on Grindr offered to do meth with my.
God I was tempted.
I’m in a low point in life, and that I was so tempted, I sometimes hate myself for turning them down
MintyFresh@lemmy.world 13 hours ago
IAmNorRealTakeYourMeds@lemmy.world 11 hours ago
the thing with long term depression, no amount of consequences seem real compared to the promise of feeling any positive emotions for a few minutes.
the main reason I didn’t try it is because I fear all the consequences and also I fear that I won’t feel anything good from it. tried other drugs like weed and shrooms and they are all disappointingly meh, I think my brain might be immune to some drugs. tried a dose higher than a hero dose and all it did is keep me awake with no other effects. it was annoying.
MintyFresh@lemmy.world 4 hours ago
Well I don’t know how to fix long term depression, but meth definitely isn’t it! And your brain is not immune to drugs, it just may take sometime for it to realize how much it likes it. You are absolutely as suseptiable as any other homosapien to drugs.
The best advice I can give is diet and exercise. Probably won’t fix all your problems but it’ll give you the best grounding.
IAmNorRealTakeYourMeds@lemmy.world 4 hours ago
Took like twice a hero dose and it did ziltch, after a year of stopping antidepressants (weren’t working anyways) because the are known to stop shrooms from working. I also need like really high doses of weed to feel a dose, smoking doesn’t help me as my liver cleans it faster than I can smoke.
I’m only alive because I have a superhuman liver, I tried leaving this world a few times by OD (blood pressure meds+alcohol, OD on antidepressants…) no effect whatsoever, had to wake up next day and attend meetings like noting happened.
nothing is more surreal than attending a zoom meeting right after trying to leave the planet.
abbadon420@sh.itjust.works 2 days ago
You’ll thank yourself later. I sat next to an addict in the train today. Felt nothing but pity for that poor soul. It’s a great way to become a bad rolemodel, if you have such aspirations.
Sometimes it feels like our life’s are not our own. We’re just cog wheels in the machines of society. Than you look at a person like that and you realise that you’ve got it pretty good, all things considered. We do have a lot of control of our own lives, but we take most of it for granted.
krooklochurm@lemmy.ca 9 hours ago
You’ve probably sat next to tonnes of meth addicts.
Most of them just probably didn’t show.
abbadon420@sh.itjust.works 9 hours ago
When I think of meth, I think of the USA. I’m not American, so I don’t expect it. I’m not sure if thats a fair assumption, but it’s one I make.
krooklochurm@lemmy.ca 9 hours ago
Someone offered me some mints in a club in Bangkok and I thought nothing of it. Didn’t sleep for almost three days. I couldn’t figure out why until I found a mint in my pocket when going out after I’d finally slept and felt like I could rip a phone book in half.
The mints were definitely meth.
IAmNorRealTakeYourMeds@lemmy.world 1 day ago
I know that, but damn, long term depression and general shittiness of life can hit hard. I would likely do anything for a hit of dopamine, to just fell like a human again, for just a moment. Hopefully me therapist doesn’t cancel tomorrow again
mika_mika@lemmy.world 6 hours ago
When I was in my early 20s a grindr arrangement showed up at my place and something was clearly wrong. tweaking with a meth pipe asked me if I wanted any.
I was insulted, but let him jerk off to me anyway in exchange I got to toss his drugs and paraphernalia. Nothing against drugs, but hope that dude in particular stayed clean.