In the time since I have disappeared from our television screens, I have spent more time back here in this valley, in the land of my ancestors.
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Maybe I never respected the craft. There is something shallow, ultimately un-serious about it all. Journalists think events determine our world, yet events tell us nothing.
If we follow events we miss what the French call questions d'existence. We miss the meaning of it all.
My yearning has led me to physics, philosophy, theology, accumulating a library of books, completing a PhD, writing books of my own and all of it maybe amounts to less than a falling leaf.
Saint Thomas Aquinas after experiencing the presence of God late in life, said that all he had written was straw.
We do not derive the truth from knowledge or news, we feel it. We participate in God — what Aquinas called ipsum esse, the act of existence — in our repose, in the quiet, in nature and in our mortality, the finality of our existence.
No one reads yesterday's headlines. But we return to the poets. A line of poetry is greater than a mountain of newsprint.
CoolThingAboutMe@aussie.zone 1 day ago
I really emapthise with Stan Grant in this piece. I have been feeling similar things myself, and I strongly believe that if I was indigenous and had a traditional family land l would be going back there too.
As it stands I am a city raised person who has experienced living in various country places. I’m living in a city right now, earning good money, but dreaming of moving back to the country to a quiet life.
I was also raised in the Catholic tradition, have been athiest for a long long time but really missing the sense of community that came from the church/school community when I was young.
I feel so pointless as a human. The money I earn doesn’t seem as important as what I could be doing for my family. The work that I do doesn’t seem relevant amidst the insanity of the world. I thought a great career would give me self worth but it just feels made up…
…like every other aspect of adult life. It’s just all made up. Nothing means anything.
I’m lucky I have kids and pets to anchor me in the day to day. But that just reinforces my desire to move to a quiet country town, maybe have another child, maybe get some goats and grow some vegetables.
Ilandar@lemmy.today 23 hours ago
I think the fact that you’re actually capable of introspection and working out why you feel these things means you’ll be alright. Particularly that point about the communal benefits of organised religion - few atheists are willing to acknowledge that and so they never identify it as something missing and don’t replace it with a non-religious alternative.