Comment on Choosing to live fucking sucks sometimes
adhd_traco@piefed.social 3 days agoSuicide trolling is murder.
I’ve survived by dumb luck, many don’t.
I remember my yoga person during one session trying to focus me on important things, saying “So imagine you’d die tomorrow.”
me swooning
“Ok, it’s good not to be afraid of death, but it’s also not good to yearn it.”
It’s wisdom for me. Of course the ideation comes closer at times. But then again, it’s ridiculous through how much shit you can go and then have moments where none of it matters, and how things can change. Personally, the worst moments of my life also played a significant part in making me a better person, having a clearer path, seeing life/reality clearer and with better access to come back to it. And from what I can tell this happens to quite a few people, not to minimize the injustice and suffering.
N0t_5ure@lemmy.world 3 days ago
I’m sorry you had to go through that, as nobody deserves it. Ironically, the person that began my harassment fell victim to it himself, and killed himself by stepping in front of a car. Apparently he could dish it out, but not take it when the psychopaths he engaged with turned it on him. “Lay down with dogs, get up with fleas” I guess.
adhd_traco@piefed.social 3 days ago
Hah, I don’t like to indulge in Schadenfreude, but I can’t help my reaction.
I’m sorry what you had to go through too, I can imagine as it’s very similar to my experience.
And yeah, every documentary I see of people so heavily involved in this super unethical crime, it backfires in one way or another. They have so many things to worry about, so many things that can bite them in the ass. Things fall apart, and their appetite is never fulfilled. I mean look at the richest people, they don’t seem nearly as happy as some of the poorest I know. It’s a meaningless ego life without real connections or authenticity. Oh so many words can be said. I honestly rather suffer than live their vapid life. :)