TokenEffort
@TokenEffort@sh.itjust.works
Bernadette, she/her, tired of everything, not a lostwave enthusiast, Nintendo fan, dog person, and I will forever be better off never existing and when that time comes I will finally be free from the past that killed me over a decade ago. Now I wait for death as an empty shell of who I used to be!
- Comment on What good thing just happened in your life? 1 week ago:
Changed my name from what some family’s abusive mother gave me, got a job at Amazon, on my way to move out and never see that family again. ✂️👔
- Comment on I keep crying about the twenty years I lost because of my mother 1 week ago:
Yeah I couldn’t shower, wash my face, wash my hair, style my hair, wash dishes, cook food (even pouring cereal into a bowl to eat dry), go outside alone, do laundry, have my own room (forced to share with a relative who hated me), learn about puberty when I was going through it (and the institution staff assumed I didn’t wear a bra because I just didn’t care about anything other than video games). I needed disgruntled relatives to help with all that, and they’d bully me in private as revenge. Wanting to be independent was ungrateful and spoiled, but being dependent on everyone was such a huge burden.
- Comment on I keep crying about the twenty years I lost because of my mother 1 week ago:
Autism
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