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vexikron@lemmy.zip ⁨9⁩ ⁨months⁩ ago

I would tell my other family members what you just said about my brother, and they would tell me I am delusional.

Yeah, she needs help. Is she gonna get it? Probably not.

She comes from the Mormon FLDS cult. She once described to me that when she was a teen, her then baby brother fell and had a rusty nail pierce into his skull.

Mom decided a bandage would be fine.

Fast forward 15 years, baby brother has a slew of mental disorders and recently suicided.

But you know what, after how many times I bent over backwards to help her and my bro, and they basically just gaslight me about everything, all the time?

I dont care. Theyre /perfect/ for each other: both are manipulative liars with differing flavors of addiction problems and insanity, so hooray for their toxic co dependant relationship.

And yes… I know that having normal human emotions, while talking about subjects that illicit normal human emotions, in normal humans, is in fact normal.

Sorry if I sound dismissive but… after years and years of handling all my family’s emotional problems for them and being rewarded with less than nothing…

I feel free.

Yes, what happened to me nearly killed me many times, and I am lucky to be alive at all.

But it all opened my eyes.

So much less stress. Yes, being homeless, without money for food was actually /less/ stressful than constantly trying to figure out how to please my ridiculous family members without angering them all the while I am never allowed to express any anger toward them whatsoever.

I… dont know exactly where I am going to go now. I am in a motel, halfway across the country, that at least I can afford to live in and eat for the whole month.

It was very difficult to get here. Torn ligaments, broken muscles, starvation, exposure, and so many fentanyl addicts to get the fuck away from.

I have a lot of talents and skills. I would like to make my own video game someday, with those talents and skills.

First I gotta get my ID replaced, and probably fix up my credit score (all my cards were stolen) before I can actually rent anywhere.

I figure I can actually get a Steam Deck and dual boot it as a workstation with the dock. Seems like the most computational bang for your buck, better than any laptop I can see for a similar price.

Its also portable in case I have to move again!

Have any games actually been /developed/ on a steam deck? That might be a first if I can pull that off haha.

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