When I was learning from the courses or videos, it was boring too. I prefer just reading docs and “fucking around” with the technology I’m interested in than listening to Indian guy on YouTube. Each person has their own preferences, I’m just telling ya what worked for me. Don’t give up, instead try a different approach.

Also, there is no shame in admitting that programming just isn’t for you.

Speaking of cool projects; build a lemmy app. It can be console app for simplicity.