Just to be clear, I didn’t mean that as an attack or insult. I’ve seen some of the other things that you’ve been posting, and it sounds like your not in a good place right now.

We all have things we can’t control, but a lot of times we don’t realize how we may be sabotaging ourselves.

Changing some of your own habits may help you deal with your own reality in a better way.

Best wishes to you, I hope things get better!