mate, I’m in that boat as well.

the call of the void can be loud.

tried going there a few times, I still don’t know how I’m still here.

don’t know what to say, because when I’m nearing the void, nothing that anyone can say can logic you out of the void.

DM are open for venting if you want. but the only advice I have is “stay strong”, it’s a long and thankless fight. but sometimes, there are good days that are worth it. at least I hope there are