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WeirdGoesPro@lemmy.dbzer0.com 3 weeks agoI’m not doubting you, I’m just seeking to understand the experience more.
Was it like a daydream, or a physical transportation? Could you come out of it at will, or was it uncontrollable for you?
I’m a practicing occultist, and I have experienced some weird shit before, but this description stands out. Visions don’t always mean what they appear to on the surface. Your post history suggests that you’ve had similar moments like this before.
If it is uncontrollable, you may want to get checked out by a professional. The magician swims in the same waters that the madman drowns in, they say.
DaddysLittleSlut@lemmy.world 3 weeks ago
Ohh I fully understand. This is rather must, I say. Abnormal and I’m completely aware of that. It was mental transportation. I don’t believe it was physical in the same sense as my full body transported. Though. It’s almost like I was in two places at once or at least I believe I was in two places. Tbf though I wouldn’t also know 😆 I just appeared back where I was.
Also no I could not control it at will. I couldn’t leave if it didn’t allow me. At least I don’t believe. It’s hard to say. I know in the future I can fully teleport but it’s more of a warp drive made in your body.
And no it’s not concerning for me. I will say it’s odd just wasn’t scary haha. I’ve been through a lot with this path.
WeirdGoesPro@lemmy.dbzer0.com 3 weeks ago
It sounds like something between a vision and a disassociation. Have you been doing anything that might have brought this on like drugs or metaphysical work? I’m glad you didn’t find it distressing, but it does sound a little like this could be a problem if it happens to you in the car or the grocery store.
DaddysLittleSlut@lemmy.world 3 weeks ago
Hahahaa yeah I use magic as E=MC^2 and am ascending to godhood. Alongside continuously falling from grace with Lilith.
Though I don’t see a difference between magic and mundane if we are all matter and energy. And magic is energy manipulation.
Also no I was just in the bathroom calm, minding my business and next I’m in this dark realm seeing what I described.
WeirdGoesPro@lemmy.dbzer0.com 3 weeks ago
We’re on the same page—I’m referring to metaphysical work as being intentional energy manipulation rather than just existing in the physical world, which, as you pointed out, we all do all the time. As you probably know, when someone has been intentionally manipulating their mental and physical energy, they sometimes get spontaneous effects a little bit later, so I was wondering if this event could be related to that.
It’s definitely a strange occurrence. In my opinion, I would be a little worried about the random onset of it. Definitely be careful in case another moment like this strikes when you could be put in danger. It may be worth seeing if you can develop any skills to pull yourself out of it as an emergency measure. Magick is as much about turning it off as it is about turning it on.