I didn’t… I stumbled in to it, by accident, realized I knew what I was doing, found a full time job. It pays the bills now… but man it’s not fun anymore.

To be honest, “what I do with my life” is not the right question.

What do you want to do as a career, is different. You can have a career / job and still do “other things with your life”.

Separate the two… find something you can tolerate that pays well (as another poster said), then go find things that make you happy when you do them for enjoyment.