It sounds like you definitely have a drinking problem and an unhealthy relationship to alcohol.

Take a month off. Not as a punishment or anything, just as a “hey beer and I need some time apart.” Maybe get some NA beer if you’re craving the flavor.

Drinking problems are a warning sign. If you change your behavior and mindset you probably will find yourself with a healthy relationship with alcohol. If you don’t you may find yourself in a place you have to part ways with it for good