So… I drank. I boofed. I bribed men to cover the shenanagins of other men. I am an accessory to battering mailboxes. But the most damning thing of all… I think I can live with it. And if I had to do it all over again - I would. Garak was right about one thing: a guilty conscience is a small price to pay for the safety of the night with the boys. So I will learn to live with it… Because I can live with it… I can live with it… Four Loko - erase that entire personal log.