Yeah, it was I guess, find someone who is more like a friend (that you happen to also fuck), maybe the same approach for someone I don’t want to fuck (but for romantic reasons instead), or maybe both, no need for those to be exclusive.

Now I’m exposed to people because I’m used to it I guess, but I’m prepping myself mentally to not depend on people, because I’m also used to be rejected as a bad person because I can’t do certain things. Like, being lazy for having ADHD. Mostly punished for things I can’t control, when I would rather be away from those people alltogether. I started prepping myself for a world that admits no rights.