Unfortunately, the answer is to move to a country that’s not a shit hole and has universal healthcare. The next best is to do what you can to survive while you try to convince people to vote with you for a gov’t that will give you universal healthcare.

Right now? I can’t imagine what you’re going through and I really am sorry I can’t help directly. Your system is broken. Your gov’t has failed you. I really, truly and honestly, wish you the best and hope you find the help you need.