Well spoken, i blame myself more than anything for my first marriage. I married the first girl that put out basically and it was a huge mistake. Although i learned valuable lessons along the way like working hard to support a home and such we were never really meant for each other. Verbal abuse was constant and the environment toxic eventually leading to cheating with others on both sides although she started it. Looking back i would’ve got to know her better instead of first date sex but then again i was 19 and it seemed like an awesome deal at the time. I just wished that 13-14 years weren’t wasted on that but hey you live and learn.