I am large adult person and I legitimately hold these opinions. I understand it’s an extremely common reaction to immediately dismiss something as completely absurd nonsense when it contradicts your established world-view. I didn’t become a communist overnight because of spicy memes or to become edgy, but through years of educating myself on the matter. Communism as a concept has existed for a long time now, and it’s not going to go anywhere. I’d recommend you at least try to understand it, even though you’ll never agree with it.