I dont wanna be a buzzkill, but Slaughtered Vomit Dolls was boring. i know i know. groundbreaking, ooooo call the newspaper. ooooo call the police. people keep saying its disgusting or disturbing or even scary. i watched it with the same expression i have when someone explains something i already understood. its not even gross. its just there. its boring, i mean sure, its art, great. congrats whatever, but its boring. maybe im sick in the head, but im not trying to be an edgelord or whatever people call it now. i didnt watch it thinking, wooww, look how fuckked up i am, or taking a picture of a cigarette pack while never ever smoking, just so people can see it and go ”oooh, look at mee, i smoke. im so coooll,” then they smoke one cigarette and start coughing like their lungs just filed a complaint. i dont know, maybe thats supposed to impress me. attention seekers are doing great. really. but speaking of the movie, again. i just watched it thinking, is that it? and then it ended. so that was that. nothing dramatic, nothing “scary”. speaking of tired, ive been really tired these few days. im tired when i wake up and tired when im awake and still awake when im tired enough to sleep. so, tired is the word of today. i cant really describe whats the different about it. something feels off about tired. actually, forget it. my dreams have been strange. i dont know. never mind, they’ve always been strange.
So yeah, Slaughtered Vomit Dolls. real horror, really terrifying stuff. ill be sure to lose sleep over it. maybe tomorrow.
Sincerely, Pretending to care.