Today has been the best recovery day so far. I did have nausea last night for a few hours, but it eventually went away. I think I will continue to take it easy, but I was able to cook a little and go for a little walk. I even went out for the first time and supported my kickball team. I am starting to feel some doubt and stress about what comes next. After my recovery is done, since my case has been approved I should technically start looking for jobs or getting back to some normality. I am scared for what that process looks like and I feel like I have lost a lot of confidence in myself. It doesn’t need to be resolved today, but it is starting to hang in the back of my mind.
I have another crush now too, but I feel like it isn’t the time to focus on one or another. I fear it may never be the right time, but we will see what happens. I am terrible at initiating things so I don’t really know what next steps here would be.
All I know, is that everything will work out and I will figure it out. I know it sounds cheesy, but I do believe things are always working out for me exactly how they are supposed to.
Thank you for your message. I am currently out of office — but not for much longer.