Mantra

I wrote this out just after I decided to take this journey. It is obviously influenced by misokink, and I am not sure how much I subscribe to that, but writing it down helped to solidify what is driving me:

i am inferior

i am male property

my only purpose is to take cocks

my only value comes from being available for use

my only goal is to be filled with cum

when a man gives me an order, i must obey him

when a man wishes to use my holes, i must let him

i must never presume, anticipate or think on behalf of a man

i must never beg a man for consideration, care or mercy